It’s amazing how one simple thing can tear the stitches from a nearly healed wound. Out pours the emotions, the realizations, and everything you thought you forgot. Again I find myself laying there in that familiar pool, desperately trying to find something to help me stand. So I do this all, I do it with a smile, because all the pain I feel can not be seen with the naked eye. I grin and bear it. A smile is all you’ll see. You will never see the pain in me.